hohoho(:

2012-02-02T03:13:00.001+08:00

the awkward moment when someone is drunk and starts spilling all the secrets. found out many things I'm not supposed to know. :/

2012-01-30T15:05:00.001+08:00

though I already expected I won't get my exchange slot in the first round, but I still feel a tinge of sadness when the results were out. holding on to that 25% of hope that a miracle might happen. and it's worse when your 3 friends who applied for the same school all got it and I am the only one who didn't. I should be happy for them, but I just can't bring myself to be really happy now.

2012-01-23T15:24:00.001+08:00

happy new year everyone! :)

spent the eve playing mj with my fam at home! idk if I'm lucky or unlucky. my tiles were sucky but I managed to make them look better, yet when I ting pai I always don't get it and someone else will win before me :/ anw mj is not abt winning/losing, it's bonding time! :) (comforting myself hahaha)

2012-01-20T11:47:00.001+08:00

applied INSTEP (exchange) but I think my chances are really low. it's so annoying that so many people applied at the last min before the portal closed! like 10 mins before?! was feeling confident until I saw 2 people whom idk applying for the same uni as me :( it was already oversubscribed and people still applied means their grades are super good? :/ i secretly hope they are foreigners or they are just fooling around so i still get my chance. but I've come to terms with it, people who have done well deserve to go for exchange so I shouldn't complain. but my friend got really pissed and unhappy cos he picked a uni that can't even clear much mods, yet people still went to apply for fun without even checking it out! oh well, crosses fingers, I really want to get out of here. Europe or at least Canada please?

2012-01-15T17:51:00.001+08:00

applying for exchange is such a chore. and the worst thing is i don't really have a friend to go in exchange with. a friend that has a gpa near mine. and now I'm suddenly thinking maybe I should just apply and go make new friends. it's a once in a lifetime experience and I should just apply whether or not anyone else I know is going to apply with me. time to be independent and adventurous. (Y) actually it's quite cool to go on exchange alone? and it's another headache to decide which country/uni to go to as well cos my gpa isn't fantastic so I've to be really careful with my choices. this is my last chance and if I don't get it I'll nvr get to go on exchange ever again. I really hope that I can come to a decision soon and get what I really want. a few more days left before the app closes :/

2011-12-27T21:09:00.001+08:00

finally back in singapore! went for a holiday for a week. finally some quality time spent with fam. ever since uni began I've neglected my family so much especially when I'm in hall during week days. probably only 1 or 2 nights at home. and when I'm home I'm usually in my room. so I guess this trip really allowed me to spend more time with my parents and sit down tgt for 3 meals everyday. wouldn't say the trip was fantastic, but it wasn't too bad either. the weather was damn cold though! wrapped in many layers cos its less than 10 degrees everyday :o and I'm someone who is super scared of cold! I didn't even want to bathe but of cos I did!

back on Christmas eve and rushed to attend the midnight service. I guess this Christmas is really very different. many thoughts crossed my mind and I have to admit I really missed the kind of Christmas I spent the past few years. on that night I really missed those that I've been spending Christmas with in church for the past 8 years. actually even on normal Sundays I miss those times too. I still hope to go back someday, if I still can. but not now.

I'm still hoping for that miracle.

2011-12-16T14:34:00.001+08:00

realized ive neglected my blog. anw it's the holidays! have been eating so much everyday. let me share some food I've been eating. how I get fat. :D

really getting fat cos I didnt exercise this whole sem at all! and I realized I'm half way through my uni alrdy, time really flies. 3 more sems to go, 3 more weeks till school starts! can't wait for foc again. sem 2 will zoom past really quickly and it will be foc again! (Y) haha yes I'm still planning foc again. my life is so boring right. all I do in uni is foc and foc :<

2011-10-05T22:45:00.001+08:00

I screwed up my quiz damn badly :( sigh, never felt so helpless before, to a point that I'm not even fighting anymore. just can't wait for it to end. it's not that tough, but my brain just can't seem to function. this feels even worse cos it's not like I didn't study. my brain was just dead. screw it :( whats worse? the smart people were all on the same table as me. adds to the stress even more! didnt copy answers though they were staring right at me. okay, i still have integrity. rather fail than resort to copying. really hoping for a miracle somehow that I did some stuff right.

lesson learnt: get enough sleep.

2011-09-22T16:39:00.001+08:00

I really hope I'm not over thinking. but why do I feel that you are referring to me? I don't know how many times I've to go through this. and every time this happens I'm very affected too. sigh, I really need to put a stop to all these.

2011-09-21T22:12:00.001+08:00

I feel like we are strangers now. when you keep texting the same person for too long and you suddenly stop, it just feels weird. I guess it has become a habit. but it's alright, I'll try to curb this bad habit.

STUDY!

2011-09-21T22:07:00.001+08:00

the feeling of being forgotten. small things matter alot to me. shows how much you mean to a friend.

2011-09-19T19:41:00.001+08:00

JUST CANT GET DOWN TO STUDYING :(

its been like this for 4 days. OMG. MID TERMS MID TERMS.

apparently switching off 3G doesnt really help much.

2011-09-16T10:24:00.001+08:00

people come and go.

ive always believed in platonic friendships with guys but it seems that my guy friends are somehow leaving me after some time. not leaving for good, but we just drift a little. and slowly we are not even close anymore. sad to say, this usually happens after they get attached. but this is the harsh reality isn't it. I can't expect a guy to be as nice to me when he is attached. (not referring to anyone in particular because this has happened many times)

so ive learnt, not to be too emotionally attached to anyone. best to be independent I guess. sorry if I've been pushing certain people away.

2011-09-15T23:39:00.001+08:00

Actions speak louder than words. I've been telling myself since holidays that I'm going to work hard this semester, which is also my one last chance to work hard, so that I can go for exchange. But I don't feel motivated at all :( And in fact, I feel that I'm pretty screwed up. I'm lagging behind 6 weeks of work. It feels like year 1 sem 1 all over again. When will I ever learn? It is not as if I have no time to study, but I choose to let time slip by doing non constructive things. Life is short, I should stop wasting my time. I wouldn't want to look back and regret. Sigh, I think I need to lock myself up to study.

2011-07-29T19:18:00.002+08:00

someone reminded me what a bad friend i am today.

'next time if i need help i will never find you' ouch.

it was a very easy thing to, it was just a simple text away. it all boils down to pride i guess. because i didnt want to get judged, because i didnt want to pull strings. or maybe i was really just too innocent to know that this could be so easily done. oh well, good lesson learnt. i will learn to be a better friend from now.

2011-07-26T19:16:00.002+08:00

so camp is over. 8-9 months of hardwork is worth it ultimately. happy to see that camp ran on smoothly and my fn ended 1 hour earlier than expected which was good cos the Ps were so tired alrdy. im extremely proud of myself cos i didnt sleep at all! i was walking ard all night talking to them, delivering drinks, snacks and being a calefare :) really thankful for the ps! though i dont know all of them, i really appreciate their effort and sacrificing their sleep! i think last foc trained me well cos i can really survive without sleep. i was consistently reminding myself to be nice cos seniors warned that some people might be short tempered with a lack of sleep. only got to sleep on alternate nights! this is the longest record for not sleeping i guess HAHA. level up! :)

didnt really get to know the freshies during camp, but im v proud of them. super proud of gls as well cos i think they really did a good job! really super gl material that i think no one else can be as good as them! not forgetting the sas! though there were unhappy moments, im glad we survived them all. :D

next up is hall camp which im really very unprepared for. the amt of effort i put in for nbs and hall camp is really a vast difference :/

2 weeks left. i dont want hols to end :( hols has been too awesome that i forgot how it is like to attend sch.

2011-07-09T21:50:00.003+08:00

1 more week to foc. omg this is getting quite scary. am i prepared? are we prepared? i have rather high expectations abt foc cos i really felt like my og was a disappointment. i would rather have more people who are committed to the og! looks are secondary! i really hope we will have a good og this year to make up for everything :)

chanced upon some application forms and saw some farmiliar names on it. yes, im refering to sirius. i felt rather happy when i saw some of their names, names that i havent seen for awhile yet they are names that i will never forget. congrats for making it to nbs, i hope they can get to enjoy the camp :)

and up to today, i guess im really very glad to be part of the main comm. though things are so screwed up this year, i really hope freshies will still have fun. or maybe we shld really announce that foc ended with our batch since it is no longer the same now. oh well :/ we shall see! thats what CPs are for anw! :D

i realised how much the CPs meant to me today. the moment i found out that so many of them were not attending dance prac i really dreaded going for prac. :/ i was sooo tempted to give an excuse to skip it, but i still went ahead because the person who choreographed the dance was a CP. CP love :) this is one thing i will never regret about foc, the new friendships forged.

it's going to be another busy week with foc preparation.

SEVEN MORE DAYS TO DAY 0 :)

2011-07-02T21:07:00.002+08:00

senior camp is over! now waiting for the actual camp and it is the last lap alrdy. sometimes i ask myself why i want to be a CP. because on several occasions i really regret being one because im so tired idk why im doing all these to myself. while other people are working, gaining experience and earning money, im stuck in school for meetings and proposals, going for camps with sleepless nights to make myself so tired. my hols are just spent on planning foc and i cant even go on a long holiday :( but then again, foc is fun! i guess this is really going to be an unforgettable experience. i like the bond that everyone share and im glad to know the friends i met through foc! :D (contradicting myself!) okay, now cant wait to make foc a 1x good one!

2011-06-09T22:53:00.002+08:00

wow its been almost a month since i updated! okay lots to blog abt!

ive been super busy going out! finally went to chomp chomp for supper! haha ikr, i damn noob one. finally got to try strictly pancakes too! have been on a eating and bbtea spree ! :)

just had nbs trial camp a few days ago. sigh it was DAMN DISAPPONITING. super disappointed with my own performance. it was just damn screwed up. i was so looking forward it but it didnt turn out like what i have expected. the standard just wasnt there, the whole thing just sucked. sigh, i will make senior camp a better one. and it was rather slack this time, which is also probably the last time we have so much free time. CP bu hao dang, but ill make sure i do a good job! i really dont want to let anyone down, there are alot of people whom i want to prove them wrong.

results are out, okay im just going to talk abt results like just once. so dont come and ask me how it is, unless i take the initiative to talk abt it. i can forget abt going exchange alrdy. okay la actually still can go, just that i would prefer staying to pull my gpa more first. not good enough. to think i even thought my mods this sem were easier to score. oh well :/ mug harder next sem lor.

on a happier note, i got a room in hall! okay i was very surprised when i received a call from the hall pres. i actually got rec-ed back, it was super unexpected considering the minimal stuff ive been doing for hall. i guess it is really quality>quantity. join too many no use, it is abt doing well in just 1 of the stuff. so thankful that i got rec-ed back. actually im alright if i dont have a hall, but getting rec-ed back makes me happy cos i feel like im being recognized. :) and its damn weird cos i think most of the people get rec-ed cos they play sports and stuff, which is smth that i wasnt involved in! anw bcos of the rec thing, it was also easier for me to decide to go exchange in yr 3 instead. cos i signed a contract with hall and have to commit to certain stuff. i guess this is a sign for me to do the other stuff i want in sch in yr 2. time to go plan my yr 2 commitments soon!

im very thankful for everything :)

flying off for holiday! but im damn guilty cos im leaving alot of foc work behind. totally wrong time to go on a holiday. but i told myself i cant neglect my family as well. im stuck in a dilemna. i know foc needs me to settle the stuff, yet i need to go away for a holiday. this is like the busiest period somemore. i guess ill be like checking emails every night. its going to be a stressful holiday :o i just hope people wont get too unhappy with me :/ i really feel damn bad sigh.

2011-05-19T13:32:00.003+08:00

just made an impulse decision to chop off my hair. quite alot actually. and i think it doesnt look very nice COS MY FACE VERY ROUND. omg ever since i go uni srsly i can just see myself get fatter and fatter everyday yet im not doing anything to salvage it. OKAY NOW ITS HOLS I MUST REALLY DO SMTH ALRDY.

stop eating so much AND exercise more. come on you can do this.

its true that eating can make you happy and kai xin jiu hao. but when people say you are fat you wont be happy anymore. (yes alot of people have been saying im rounder now :/) cannot live in denial anymore.

anw i got a tumblr! cos i was bored after exams heehee. norrahs.tumblr :) and im quite addicted to tumblr! so many pretty things ard. haha tumblr can make up for my lack of pics here! :D

2011-05-16T21:00:00.001+08:00

officially moved out of hall. Oh man first time going back to hall in like 2-3 weeks, and is to move out! :/ my sp came over when i was packing with my parents. my mother say he is a nice guy. Hahaha! I gave him the heaviest bag to carry and he willingly helped!! actually im really thankful for meeting my sp and i think i wouldnt want my sp to be anyone else. :D

i'll miss this homely place hall 15.

So tday marks the end of my exams! Yay its finally holidays now im going to enjoy life to the fullest before another year starts all over again! :D

2011-05-06T15:46:00.002+08:00

screwed up my most confident and favourite mod. fml. seriously i mugged so hard. end up easy ones i cant do. and confident ones i realized i made careless mistakes. like really wtf. cfm no more A. now i just hope i wont fail it seriously. worked so hard all the way and just had to screw up during exam itself. damn angry with myself.

2011-05-03T20:59:00.003+08:00

ive been neglecting this space for awhile, is there anyone still reading? haha actually seriously i always think nobody is reading. :X

i didnt update cos nothing much exciting has happened. what can be exciting in uni? i think in uni its just mug and mug nonstop. without hall, i think i really wont have a life at all. :/ and of course my foc friends! :) if we dont stay hall next year, i wonder how things will change. no more late nights studying tgt anymore D:

and time flies its alrdy the study break. which means my first year as a freshie has ended!! okay this is getting quite scary. x3 of this and ill graduate and be in the working world alrdy omg. scary at the thought of it. should treasure my life as a student now!

okay i need to mug hard! idk why i feel so chill this time compared to the previous sem. perhaps consistency does help. ive been doing my tutorials faithfully this sem! i can understand what im studying! (Y) i hope this is a good sign. i really hope i can do well this time round! my last chance to pull up my gpa cos things will only get tougher in year 2!

jiayou everybody! :D (ntu kids)

2011-04-15T23:12:00.004+08:00

econs quiz was -.- sigh i think after recess week ive been quite slack! i cant quite catch up with work anymore. everything seems so tough. so econs quiz was rather bad, but bcos i had answers from pro that was passed down the whole row, i guess i shld be able to score well. stats quiz next week, i really want to maintain a good record. but everything doesnt seem to be going well :/ THERE MUST BE SMTH WRONG WITH ME. damn it.

had a mass foc meeting this week. shared my proposal. there was so much commotion when i presented, quite proud of it cos they all think that it is good and are looking forward to it. secretly got a sense of accomplishment :D but on a side note, it kinda spoil the fun since they know what to expect alrdy :/ cant wait for exams to be over and look forward to camp alrdy!!! but must get my gpa 5 first HAHA.

had hall carnival too! ate sooo much nonsense! icecream fondue milkcurd, wah all the freee food eat until so shuang. yi ge fat only. must really watch my diet alrdy. i still fail to avoid sweet drinks. 3 cups of bbtea this week alrdy plus i dont exercise :/

its amazing how the first yr of uni is coming to an end soon. time flies so fast.

3 MORE WEEKS TO MUG. 4 TO END OF EXAMS :D IT WILL BE OVER SOOOON!

2011-04-12T10:47:00.003+08:00

last weekend, i totally SLACKED LIKE HELL. really sat refuse to go out and study, then sunday also just chill. HAHA i told myself i deserve a break after mugging so much. haha and i have a test tmr which i havent even study! have to mug like mad tday to revise again! :/ i hope it will be a breeze tmr give me 10/10 pls thank you. have been eating lots of chocs. but im cutting down on sweet drinks cos the rate i drink sweet drinks is really scary. (if you saw my twitter). im quite scared now, so yesss no more sweet drinks for all 3 meals. but right, i cant really mug without a drink :/ haiyo. okay nvm off to mug (with chocs) :D

2011-04-07T13:31:00.002+08:00

havent had a good sleep for ages. idk if it is insomnia or the lights or noises. but ive been waking up like in the middle of the night, and ill be waiting till my roomie sleeps before i finally can fall asleep again. im feeling so tired in the afternoons. haiyo is there smth wrong with me. hate it when i wake up but cant fall asleep again, ill start getting so angst in that little corner. i need the energy to mug. MUST MUG. this makes me want to go home, cos i can sleep so much better at home! but then i wont be as productive with work when im at home :/cant wait for this sem to be over and i can just chill at home! :O

2011-03-28T10:20:00.003+08:00

i realized ive been hanging ard with guys too much. i dont know when was the last time that i wasnt the only girl ard. :O idk where have all the girls gone to? oh wait, i think there are v little girls to start with idk why. oh man i think if next yr i dont stay hall/we go into our own courses i will really miss this group of people. the people i eat breakfast with, walk to school with, have lessons with, lunch with, play cards with, study with, eat dinner with, k with, watch movie with, joke ard with. i think im always close to people whose timetable match with mine. having same tutorials is really VERY impt to keep the friendship going. you do proj tgt, sit tgt during lessons, you hang out with them so much more so its good! :) maybe that will be the only reason i wouldnt want sem 2 to end. life is good except... sigh.

2011-03-25T21:51:00.002+08:00

i think school life has been good! tests and quizzes are alright so far im pretty satisfied with my results. cos i was really super cui last sem, so im really trying to work hard for everything now!and i think this sem i shld really aim for a much higher gpa cos my mods are not so tough I THINK. :/ 1 mth plus left to exams, and 1 week to acc midterm! im damn scared for acc i hope i wont screw up again. but im really super bad at it, too tough for me to handle. cant believe im going to be an accountant in future really, i think all my hair will drop!

had a fun night yest! was mugging away and i was too tired to concentrate anymore. decided to reward myself a little since i just had stats test. went to the hall music room for a k session with some friends! woohoo shiok. the joy feeling of singing with a mic and everyone was just having fun! sang till 11 plus and watched a movie in the lounge after that! HAHA damn slack i havent had such a night in hall for ages! and i still had 830am lesson the next day. LOL but surpringsly i was so awake and i could concentrate and absorb even better during lesssons! i think such little treats for myself are good afterall :)

okay, off to muggggg. come on accounting pls be nice to me and let me understand you :D

2011-03-21T19:34:00.002+08:00

recess week is over! i guess i had a fair share of fun amongst some mugging.

mon: USS with my hall! i was reluctant to go but i had no choice since im a blk rep. i went there thrice alrdy and this was my fourth! but i got to try battlestar which was really shiok. scream from start to end. was with great company so it was fun! :D

tues: had a meeting and i headed off to mug alone after that. super productive! haha i love mugging alone but its just troublesome when you want to go toilet and nobody can help you look after things :/

wed: had meeting and went off for my og bowling outing. it was rather pathetic cos only got 4 of us. bowl until hands damn tired. LOL. headed off to dbl o (LOL ikr why dbl o) after that with some hall friends. barbra and i were the only 2 girls. i like my hall guy friends, they are so nice. you feel so protected when you club with them. had fun that night it was good bonding :D

thurs: seniors' camp early in the morning. hahaha those clubbers didnt ps me i felt so glad. played cards and chilled in hall the whole day!

fri: stayed at home to mug, but failed horribly.

sat: mugged a full day outside! super productive :D

anw i skipped school tday! still in the recess week mood. but i think i need to go back hall to face reality soon.

MUG LIKE DOG.

2011-03-09T16:02:00.002+08:00

birthday wasnt as bad as i think it wld be! ive been receiving many surprises thanks to all the wonderful people!

it started off quite sad cos i had to do assignment so i didnt have time to go out before my bday!

anw on my bday, liukun yusin deb and tunnyuan came to ntu to suprise me! i was only expecting deb and ty! haha it was a really pleasant surprise :D received helium balloons! yay balloons ftw :D really thankful for them cos they cabbed down to pulau ntu :)

at night was a celebration by my hall friends. celebrated with garlic chilli, curry sauce, bbq sauce, sweet n sour sauce all over my hair and face. YUCKY RIGHT. OMG. it was like hide and seek and catching ard the whole block. it was rather fun but i got really smelly. D: they totally dont treat me like a girl. :/ received really nice presents too! got a huge card with sweet messages from everyone (my very first huge card!)

on tues, i had a surprise from dyane, yt and zy! totally didnt expect it as well. they were actually outside my room! :/ i just came back from lunch and they suddenly appeared! super shocked! thanks people again! esp dyane for cabbing from nus! :D oh man my friends are all so nice to me im so touched :')

and at night blk reps came to knock on my door! they were so nice too! :D didnt eat the cake though cos it was like 1am+ alrdy :/

and today! main comm surprised me with a cake at nbs weeek! got another balloon! :D yay!

so ive been celebrating my bday for 3 days consecutively and making so many wishes on so many cakes. haha i feel really happy cos i didnt expect so many people to do all these things for me. :) thanks everyone for making this an awesome bday :)

2011-02-27T18:40:00.003+08:00

too much stuff to do and ive been procastinating SO MUCH. when will i ever learn man. i dont mind doing tutorials but projects are such a chore!

ive stats proj due this weeek.
acc proj which LOTS of research needs to be done.
econs test (10% OMG and i havent started)
field games proposal for foc (i feel like submitting a slack one due to time constraint how irresponsible :/)
ob assignment (20% this is the nightmare! and yes, i havent even read the article yet.)
and like weekly tutorials to be done.

HOW HOW HOW YOU TELL ME. chill and take one step at a time? :)

and im addicted to twitter! follow me @norrahss :D

2011-02-19T19:19:00.002+08:00

i still miss vday in cedar. vday in uni was rather boring. i only gave a few flowers away! very selective hahaha. but in cedar i would give many many many people. oh well. went to adm with a few friends to celebrate! climb the slope and htht :) i miss those people cos i havent been hanging out with them for awhile.

im very proud of the fact that ive been doing my tutorials consistently! even though i play alot :/ but i still make sure i finish my work before i sleep! :) this sem must do well!!! :D

and i feel guilty or rather i feel bad cos i think i hurt someone quite badly, intentionally. yes super bastard. i really need to learn to be a better person, before karma strikes me.

had bowl clan steamboat! nice to seee pok+others again and we htht-ed awhile! but there was really little people our og is really just sigh. and my buddy nvr come! zhong se qin you!

2011-02-03T01:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :D

its holidays yet not really holidays cos ive accounting assignment to do. plus other tutorials. and im going out everyday! WOW, idk where im going to find time to do work :/

HUAT AH. come on, the 10 million! HAHAHHAHA.

is there such thing as chinese new yr resolution?

i want to be a better daughter/sister, a better friend and a better student :)

BE NICE TO PEOPLE.

2011-02-02T13:27:00.002+08:00

old me:
bathes at 230am
sleeps at 4-5am
dont do tutorials, dont listen in class

new me:
bathes as soon as i reach home
sleeps before 12am (latest 1am!)
do tutorials and attentive in class

im a changed person! :D arent you proud of me? :)

but this is the life of me when im not in hall yet! idk if i can maintain this after i move in. (sorry yanyi, you have been sleeping alone for 1+ week :/ ) but actually, im really lazy to move into hall. i can do without hall, im better off without a hall.

just had my last lec before cny hols officially begins! i very angry. cos i 1 person chope 5 seats, so auntie. put foolscap, put book, put bag to chope the seats. somemore it was good seats so i rejected alot of people when they wanted to sit. in the end? my friends sat behind. what a joke. what an embarrassment. i hate being left behind, who does anw? 2 hours of sitting alone with objects around me. some things i just cannot be appeased so easily by just a 'sorry'. but i will just take it as a lesson learnt and not do such stuff alone anymore. you can call me petty, but i really felt damn loser throughout lecture. i felt like a selfish person hogging the seats when no one was going to sit. -.-

2011-01-27T20:51:00.003+08:00

the thing i like abt uni is that holidays are really holidays. you dont have to worry about holiday homework! i still rmb in the past i always have to do last minute work and worry abt handing up homework. its much more independent now, tutors wont walk ard the class to check if you do your work! (and thats why i end up not doing work at all for one whole sem :/)

the thing i dont like abt uni, or rather find it troublesome, is abt getting textbooks. i see no point buying textbooks and youre only using it for abt 3-4 months. if you can find someone to borrow from it'll be good, but its anonying that the school keeps coming up with new editions that force us to buy the books! i dont like stats tutorials cos they only include the page number and the qn number,which means without the book you can do tutorials at all. Srsly, why cant just print out the qn?! Tsk.

and its finally friday tmr! Marks the end of my first week of school! But friday is my longest school day with 6 hours of lessons !!

2011-01-25T15:51:00.004+08:00

i feeel blessed. i should learn to treasure the people and things around me, before i start losing them and regret! :)

and im beginning to feel my timetable very waste my time! haha busy also complain, slack also complain.

2011-01-24T10:23:00.002+08:00

zp says im emo pig haha im not! anw i didnt forget your bday! though i didnt wish you! i was overseas so i couldnt wish you :/ happy belated birthday! :) (special para for you pls be honoured!) i dont want to sms you cos you will delete anyway hahaha.

so yeah, i went for a short holiday without telling people except probably a few. so people just thought i mia-ed. i had a funny text asking if theres smth wrong with me cos i seem to be missing! Hahaha!

Anw school is starting today! this is a rather slack week, ive like 2 hours of lessons everyday only. The amt of time i travel to and fro school is longer than that! -.- ive decided NOT to stay hall this week. going to attempt a different kind of lifestyle, and yes, mia from hall.

2011-01-19T22:17:00.003+08:00

there is a sudden surge of emotions, i need to rant badly.

netball match ended, we lost. so our ihg has ended, no more trainings from now on.

and im feeling sucky cos i didnt get to play. like wts. the capt made the same 7 players play all 4 quarters without subbing at all. i believe 2nd or 3rd quarter can sub what, they are shag pls. and i really believe i can be in there too. After 2nd quarter she told me to warm up and get ready in case i need to go in. Suddenly i felt like there was hope. But then i waited and nvr got to play. I dont know wth ive been training so hard over the past week for. Im sure my attendance was very good, and she has always made me feel assured that im good enough to play. I really dont understand why i didnt get to play just now. Just wasted my time standing there watching the match when i could be at home. And i really felt that i had the ability to perform. Those people who played dont even have regular attendance! just because you have experience will put you at an edge over others? Feels like hard work is never enough. damn upset seriously. Sigh. But its alright, this is not going to get me down.

2011-01-18T00:13:00.002+08:00

results are out. when i click the grades just stared so hard at me, i was so unprepared. thought will have to click a few more pages. my heart is still beating pretty fast.

so, i guess i did below my expectations. or rather i wanted to get this certain gpa, but i gave myself a minimum acceptable gpa too. and i did hit the minimum i gave myself. but still.....

aiya, work harder. (dont ask me for my gpa pls)

2011-01-16T17:10:00.003+08:00

pls let this little wish of mine come true, it really matters alot to me.

3 weeeks.

i keep feeeling this adrenaline rush in me, idk why :/

& im looking forward to results on 18th. pls dont too cui can alrdy.

2011-01-14T10:13:00.000+08:00

going to jb with block reps today! im rather excited because 1. ive nvr really gone out of singapore with a grp of friends (except taiwan) and i didnt really ask for permission, i just told my mother friday i going jb then she just ack! :D 2. idk how does jb looks like 3. i think it will be fun! though i dont know all of them very well, but after tday i will! :)

i hope the trip wont disappoint me! :D

And my next 2 days will be outings to exercise, oh my why everyone ard me are so healthy? ECP on consecutive sat and sun! Haha i alrdy have enough trainings!

2011-01-13T18:11:00.000+08:00

decided to shorten my stay in hall from 4 nights to 2 nights. i realized im really very comfortable in hall, i think i can stay there forever hahaha. but i spent most of my time in hall for meetings trainings and doing proposals this time. didnt really get to catch up with people, like my sp! we need to htht soonzxz!

netball trainings are much tougher, but thats where the sense of satisfaction comes from. and i still do not have a position to play, its like usually people are either attacker or defender. but im like both? sometimes have to play as centre also, omgz. idk if this is good or bad. ive always wanted to play as attacker though :/ but i guess ill just play my best whatever the capt ask me to play! :)

feel much fitter nowadays! but still need to improve more on fitness.

i need a break. a break from the outside world. i wish i can lock myself up at home, but thats not possible with all the commitments.

2011-01-09T16:52:00.001+08:00

typed a whole long post and it disappeared!! sian ttm.

was updating abt what i did in detailed way but im too lazy to retype. So i shall just summarize.

Fri- met up with 1208. Ate at cooking up a storm. Acted as angry customers and got 10% disc off total bill.

Sat- played isg touchrug. Played mj. Both lost.

Sun- had karang guni canvassing. Shag cos very little people. People make empty promises and people who pangseh, to think i trusted them so much. so much for an og, good luck for foc man.

and im probably going to stay in hall the whole of next week :/ too many things in hall omg but at least i get to exerciseeee. :)

2011-01-06T20:57:00.003+08:00

we lost our first ihg match for netball. oh well they had 2 ivps but it was a good fight. i think it was possible to beat them though, think we will be playing against them again. but at least i got to play i guess. though i really felt damn cui, i nvr liked to play defence but i couldnt really choose :/

went back tj for touchrug training! its been long since i trained touch rug! also cui ttm now. cant do passes properly and cant seem to run fast. feels like theres this huge inertia, shit i think its fats. woke up with muscle aches but its great!

went for nbs foc main comm outing at sentosa followed by chalet! got to know the rest abit more apart from the CPs whom im alrdy rather close to. played frisbee+capts ball (haha exercising again) was playing mj most of the time + htht with the other 3 peeps. the rest were drinking and drinking nonstop. i think the drinking began from 5pm+ and nvr stopped since. scary main commers. didnt sleep a wink at all i think my body is still very strong from the late nights in hall.

and guess what! pok was just at the chalet next door. i can see her while i play mj! HAHA i alrdy had a feeling she was there though i didnt see her initially, really so coincidental! :)

after going for main comm chalet i cant help but start to reflect on myself. i start to wonder what kind of image ive been portraying to others. its like in hall, people think im siao, im naughty, im a shit stirrer, i look like a clubber.... idk what other impressions people have. but i really dont know why im being portrayed this way. jennifer and mj told me before they think i have changed, cos i wasnt like this. i really dk if thats what i want to be like in front of others, maybe its time to change.

2011-01-03T11:19:00.002+08:00

had pre karang guni yest with main comm+ sub comm. gave out flyers but things went really wrong. what are the chances of another grp from the same sch giving flyers at the same time and collecting newspaper on the same date and time and the same area. and they win cos they got sch approval oh well. boss looked stressed but phew we managed to change place and complete our job. but its just sianz, i feel like i wasted my efforts receeing during recess weeek 2 mths back?!

i was with pokpok! then some really so ulu scary like we going to get kidnapped. the neighbourhood not very friendly D: hope actual day will be fine man!

first ihg match later, im excited! its been some time since i played in a comp! :D

2010-12-31T12:51:00.002+08:00

butterfac was super empty yest like omg the dancefloor like nobody one. feels like got less than 30 people you know pathetic. but phew they manage to make a profit though turnout was so bad :o company wasnt as bad as i think! played cai quan and drink then dance and met CPs and chilled outside the club for awhile :D you know its super easy to find someone you know in the club, like too much space! can easily walk over and hihi.

also talked to some people i nvr really talk to with before! hahaha i think i shld stop stirring my own shit! my roomie wanted to make me dance with this guy like srsly?! are you my roomie not! Hahaha im still waiting to hear your first drunk encouneter!

2010-12-30T11:38:00.002+08:00

past few days i travelled back to pulau ntu and stayed for 2d 1n (HAHA like a chalet) when i packed it really felt like i going chalet can. had ihg training for 2 days and i pon the 3rd day cause they last minute then add training. should have stayed man, actually hall is fun. the night i didnt stay they so hapz :O and i havent met the people i want to htht with yet! everyone is so busy with trainings !!

going to have 2 picnics this week! pls let the weather be goood :) and heading for butter at night. sigh dont even want to think abt it. like no hao peng you go tgt so boring :/ okay cross fingers hope it will be fun. by the way, do i look like some clubber? hall peeps all dont believe that i dont club. they only believe hoyanyi dont club. walao why like that. one day llbbdd go drink ok, i want to see you all drunk ;)

2010-12-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

had atas dinner with my hall og at some german restaurant. serious damn ex i just share a sandwich with a guy HAHA a few of us got secret plans to go somewhere else to eat again. damn ks i know. then it was time for gift exchange. It was special cos we only drew lots that day and were given 1 hour to go shop for a gift for that person. Haha i like my present alot woohoo new ear studs, yay you know me well :D

Went to esplanade rooftop for some games and htht. Haha it felt like orientation all over again :) they tried to make me play shoot shag marry but fail ttm cos they choose the people that dont even catch me in a dilemna or make me awkward at all. haha phew ive gotten rid of all scandals!

today is a spend money like water day! And i dont seem to feel the christmas yet :/

2010-12-23T17:22:00.002+08:00

i feeel so cui after exams. everything i do also get tired super easily. run abit tired walk abit also tired. its like 5 plus now and i feeel so sleepy and tired alrdy :o oh man somemore tmr is christmas eve=no sleeep. i dont know how to survive past 12! HAHA good luck to myself.

anw i had fun shopping with pohsin! i keep buying and she also wont stop me haha but i guess its ok la since im so deprived of shopping. but spend my own money very heartpain! I really reallly want to get a nice planner for myself!

2010-12-20T18:28:00.002+08:00

ITS OVERRRRR. omg 1 sem is over just like that, and exams are over. Somehow when the invigilator said pens down, i didnt felt excited at all. I guess i do have regrets left behind. Regrets of not studying harder, not practising more. And tday's morning paper was bad, i couldnt focus at all. the paper was of manageable standard, i know i can do one, but my brain just cannot function in the morning D: and biz law was better than expected i guess, since i spent really little time on it. The last qn 15m ask difference btw lp and llp i just stun, flip book cannot find cheat sheet also dont have. :o

I really hope i dont fail anything, and my results wont be THAT bad :/

2010-12-19T09:05:00.000+08:00

one last day to mug, i'll be free tmr! Just cant wait, cant wait to get my sleep back. Ive survived another day without sleeep. I think within 2 mths, ive gone without sleep for more than 24h for 4 or 5 times alrdy. im damn sleep deprived. First thing i'll do after exams=sleep. Then maybe shop and k and catch up with friends! But for tday and tmr, pls dont let the zzzz monster haunt me thank you!

2010-12-17T01:58:00.000+08:00

it always feels good to catch up with friends. finally caught up with jennifer and mj, for a mugging date in sch some time ago! haha we met up to mug, how exciting right! oh well exams are not over yet and i still got 3 more papers to go, all unprepared. i really mug very hard for ONE of the mods only, thankfully its over! the rest i leave it to fate. Or pray for bell curve to be in my favour!

I guess I shld have paid more attention in class but its too late now. Plus im taking mods like IT which is so yucky to study. 1 day left to study and 0% is in my head. I havent really started on it yet omg.

Today is not a fruitful day for mugging one paper down only i slack. :o

on a side note, ive been mugging at home instead of hall. Yay home cooked foood everyday cos my mother is on leave! :D she is srsly making me fat, but the food is too good to resist !!

2010-12-04T08:40:00.000+08:00

1+ more weeks to exams.

i am going to hide somewhere to mug, somewhere that i can be alone, and hopefully concentrate since this is the last lap to salvaging myself. screwed up too much, pls let this be a good fruitful week.

i think this is the worst time of my life. nvr had such bad complexion and so many big pimples at one go. and just keep growing fat. I think its hall, ever since i step into hall my complexion sucks. i think its my room. That table. That gross curtain. Gross wall. So dusty but i dont know how to clean. Plus just dont drink water at all. Shall give myself the next whole week to recover. Aim: 2 bottles of water every day :) stop snacking.

PS: ntu hall is nice, its just room and lazy owner.

2010-11-20T00:16:00.003+08:00

its been a while! 3 more weeks to final exams omgz this is no joke anymore. But i havent started mugging yet its so worrying. have been screwing up quizzes and my midterm so finals is the only way to salvage myself. Oh man, someone motivate me pls?

I know i have to study but i just dont have the discipline to do so. And i dont really feel the anxiety! :/ this is not good. Have only been studying whenever i have starbucks beside me, this is such a bad habit! But it is also the only good way that i discovered i can study :o time to get fat for this period of time.

2010-10-23T12:16:00.001+08:00

recess week flew by too fast and i havent had a proper break yet. i guess most people feel the same.

sun- weiting has turned 20! nice kbox session with llbbdd, hope you liked your balloons! and i hope you really can realise your dream one day :)

mon- bowl clan chalet! i love it when we played sardines in the dark in the big big chalet! haha got adrenaline rush and can train for fright night! walked to och but then the place is locked alrdy :/ didnt sleeep at all!

tues- cp meeting and had to present our proposals for camp next yr. Got sabo-ed to go demo this jia ba game. Havent even foc must do such stuff tsk, somemore the game not even i plan one. Im such an innocent party!

wed- garung guni recee with cps! :) like it how we're geting closer and bonded.

thurs- mugging session with cps! took a bike for the first time in my life too, shiok. the owner say i v steady im v happy :D

fri- mugged overnight in lynnette's room! with lcs who was lonely with sl jiejie to piakpiak hahaha!

shld i go nike run? :/

,m

2010-10-15T21:58:00.002+08:00

yay its recess weeeek! but it doesnt feel like a recess week anyway since its so packed with meetings! oh well, thats the life of a biz school student. 3 projects to hand up when school reopens wth.

had a fun weeek! nice htht session with you know who you are. :)

i like my hall life many many. (except for getting fat from suppers!)

nbs dragonboating day tmr! my first time dragonboating i hope its fun man! i want to get tanned, pls let the sun come out!

2010-10-10T15:30:00.003+08:00

played netball ibg last week. woohoo netball is much better, at least i play netball before. i scraped my knees while trying to save the ball :/ and now it looks awful. suddenly i feel like i shld be exercising more and playing more sports. ive been eating suppers so often, macdonalds is always a call away and this is real bad. dont exercise + eat so much = phats.

on my way to being a hardworking girl91 :)

fright night proposal is almost done im a happy girl yay! :D

2010-10-03T09:15:00.001+08:00

do proposal or do project or study for quiz? plus this week got ibg and must decorate hall noticeboard. such small things also take up time!! I realised ive been ranting nonstop on my blog abt how busy ive been and how i suck at coping everything. sigh and im doing it again. :/

played badminton last week for ibg its such a joke! first time i played competitive badminton can, but lucky it was all good games! played female doubles and mixed doubles. the consequences of being blk rep man, when nobody plays (esp girls) i have to go. its will damn embarrasing if i have no idea how to play pls! Ive a bad feeling ive to play vball next weeek this one really gg!

2010-09-23T02:57:00.002+08:00

besides handling studies, which is alrdy cui and i feel like a goner alrdy, now got cp stuff to worry abt. 3 weeks to come up with a proposal is omgz. and my Ps are so uncertain sigh i need people who can tong gan gong ku with me. :/ i hope i dont choose the wrong people. say hi to sleepless nights man!

Celebrated mooncake festival with bowl clan! Ps my hall og for supperhop i really keep mia-ing for hall stuff and they super used to it alrdy oh man. this is not gooood. :/

too long nvr go school alrdy now like cannot cope well. Shit i need to be like how i used to be again!

2010-09-19T16:21:00.002+08:00

uni stresses me omg.

so many projects and presentations to do. just keep having meetings, no time for myself and my friends at all. i feel like im drifting away from everyone :/

i just want more time for myself and nua at home the whole day to chill!

i hope this week will be fine man, i must survivee!

2010-09-17T09:31:00.002+08:00

finally had a proper week of school with all my lessons. and it suckssssss. so much work to do and im still lost during lessons. class part is stressful i swear im going to study hard during the weekends.

Idk why i was so busy this weeek. It feeels like i havent seen my hall og for damn long. :/ but im v touched that they didnt forget me although they realised im mia-ing. when i think back i really cant rmb why i gone so long. Haha but the voting day for blk rep made me v happy cos they thought i was sad and tried to cheer me up! :D so cute when they did ai de zhang sheng and taupoks to entertain me :D Hall life is fun with them :D

2010-09-10T18:15:00.001+08:00

there is a mugging ic appointed in my hall og. Srsly im damn impressed. Who says hall is just abt playing? Haha my seniors say we play too much alrdy and i think they are worried so now got mugging ic. :D

Supposed to be mugging at home but im not doing it. I need to go out to mug or not i'll just sleep :/

2010-09-08T12:08:00.002+08:00

went to zouk yest and only slept at 430am and this morning got 830am lesson, just imagine it! Haha yanyi and i just dont want to get out of bed.

i shld try to drink less alrdy man. Always think still ok then suddenly the effects all come together. drank 3 cups of black label first then enter club with og. when everyone high i not high i look sober then my senior offered to treat me drink i onz. So drink one time da finish still like nth. He buy again second round i also drink. Then a few moments later i suddenly cmi haha just need support and cannot walk properly alrdy. So embarrassing. But seniors and og mates v nice to me i v touched. I found it funny when everyone must take plastic bag then go up bus, in case they puke haha! But really got people puke on bus. Then we be kind souls send this new friend i made on bus back to her hall which is super far from ours! Then walk back again. Kind deed of the day haha!

2010-09-04T19:45:00.002+08:00

its been a week in hall and playing ard everyday. So chill so relax so fun. I like the curtains, it makes it feel at its night time 24/7 until you open the door and the sunlight comes in! Every morning waking up to nothing and just go out to nua. playing wii and cards in lounge for one whole day, htht, drinking and supper. it sounds like we are retirees enjoying life haha but school is starting alrdy oh man.

Time to be a mugger again.

2010-08-31T13:06:00.003+08:00

YAY i managed to change two of my classes to a class ive friends in! now i feel more relieved :) i felt so ks its like at 7pm sharp i just hurry went to do add drop and i got everything i wanted woohooo.

had supper yest night 8 people squeeze in one car HAHA and the best part is there was a police car that was right beside us at the red light. we just hurry hide and hope they dont catch us haha damn scary.

im feeeling sleeepy now and im sleeping alone tonight.

this really feels like chalet man.

:D :D :D

2010-08-30T17:57:00.002+08:00

second day in hall! everything is fun and nice so far :) the room is niceeeeee! totally unexpected and the toilets are good too!

my og played drinking game yest they drink until damn high. tcher to be drink until all the vulgarities come out HAHAHA funny. i just heng nvr kena so much cos for once i had luck. managed to escape from alot of drinking. anw the drink just make my stomach so hot, somemore it was 2am plus on an empty stomach.

htht-ed with lynnette in our room! but i fell asleep haha anw i woke up damn early to crash an environmental engineering lecture at 830am since there is only 1 person in my og who starts school this week!

going to do add drop later omg pls wish me luck i want better tutorial/sem classes with people i know. now is the time to change it!

2010-08-27T07:04:00.001+08:00

went out with another hall og yest after work omg i know i deserve to be shot. Now im labelled as traitor of my og and im getting shot like a machine gun man! Hahaha i also cant believe i did a thing like this.

Work is super tiring i need my sleeeeep. Pls let tday be a good day :D :D

2010-08-25T22:51:00.004+08:00

xlb buffet with hall og tday! eat until superrrr full! end up sabotaging others, guys from my table go order another 5 longs and ask the waiter to send to this other table. in the end karma the food came back HAHA. they purposely took more than enough food so that we can cai quan to clear them. idk why but people from the other table thought i was the one who ordered the 5 longs! so i got arrowed to eat the xlb during cai quan wth! i was totally innocent pls.

went for pageant interview just sat there feeling like extra cos its totally not my kind of thing. what a joke right, if i can get nominated you just imagine what kind of standard we have alrdy HAHA. saw barbra there like totally shocked cos so coincidental her og's slot was before mine. barbra ho i really think you shld go for pageant la! VERY SERIOUSLY. but sigh i also know some things cannot force one.

got to know my blk allocation tday since my senior was the one doing it. they planted a few of us in different blks on purpose for some reason and im one of those planted omgzxz. and bcos of that im separated from my good friends. my block is quite ulu :O

have to work tmr, woohoo $$ :)

2010-08-25T13:46:00.002+08:00

sad case sad life x123456789

I DONT KNOW ANYONE IN MY TUT/SEM. stalk finish alrdy and none of the name rings a bell. okay nbs is just too big.

and im scared to go for lessons alone. :/

my timetable isnt that great, ive lessons at 830am on THREE days so early right. phew im staying in hall. and i end sch very late on friday which is bad as well. i think people all gone alrdy nobody will go home with me D:

went to shop for hall stuff with yanyi yest! bought alot of stuff, i think we are almost ready to move in alrdy! :D ikea meatballs and chicken wings and soft ice cream :D :D

2010-08-22T11:44:00.005+08:00

hall camp was damn awesome :D we got best og yayyyy! On the first day or even day zero we thought we had common goal to just go for welfare, spend all the fake money to bid for food and stuff. But in the end we just suddenly keep winning so many games and became the richest right from the start! we damm hao lian go ard say we got nth but money. LOL.

did stuff ive nvr done before like sleeping at underwater world! Its super cool, my og was super lucky we got the spot at the travelator! so i was sleeping right below all the fishes super nice :D so we were like kids all over again touring the place excitedly :D

we also played with guns. No not water guns. But its like we were in war. This special gun that uses infrared to register a shot and they have different guns with different shooting range. so you get killed and you might not even know who is shooting you haha fun but scary also. The number of shots and kills and even accuracy are registered in the guns! Techonology is so good :)

For fright night we did cemetery walk. It wasnt as scary as i thought la, i very friendly to the 'ghosts'. And actually i was more scared of the programmers scaring us than the fact that i was walking beside so many tombs.

ok must talk abt sp night! during preview we were all blindfolded in grps and i had to talk to 3 guys and rank them after that. I totally didnt want this particular one cos he like talk so little and i didnt have a good impression cos of the things he said. And all the other 2 girls who talked to him as well agreed with me and we didnt want him too. Hahaha. In the end i got him as my sp HAHA. but dont worry barbra, i wont fight with you :D

barbra ho, my og and seniors say you pretty and cute eh. I very proud to announce you are my roomie! Hahaha :D im looking forward to hall life now! can imagine people come knock on our door to hit on barbra lol! Why you so cute?

2010-08-13T13:11:00.002+08:00

cycling + steamboat was gooood! 1 to 1 talking while cycling is nice i always like to do that! thankfully the weather was sunny. :D

i ate soooo much during dinner. Omg everyone just keep giving me so much. Srsly how to make people believe im really full? Haha actually i can still eat, but then i dont want to pok my stomach :o desmond wants to challenge xlb buffet with bao and me haha i dont want to torture my stomach alrdy!

And it was soooo funny. I almost pok from laughing too! The stomach alrdy so much food still laugh so hard. pok is a joke!

played mao zhua lao shu on the way home. Hahaha we loook like retards and everyone cfm think we are mad. Zi high in the centre of the train and getting excited when we all do push on tgt! But fun :D

Mj-ed at night but very tired. Slept at 3 plus which is the earliest ive slept these few days :/

Off to chalet and hall camp right after that! My mother like so worried keep smsing me tsk. actually i dont know if its cos this is the 7th month or maybe its smth else she is paranoid abt. But i shall be a good daughter to reassure her la. :)

2010-08-12T11:56:00.002+08:00

lunched at 18 chef yest! yes the simei branch is way better than the tiong bahru one. i eat creamy mango the tiong bahru one cannot even see the mango! tsk. and we did presents for 2 bday girls :)

met hanzi to go nus for hall warming party for szewan dyane and shimin! their room is nice, its actually quite big. I DIDNT KNOW NUS HALLS DIDNT HAVE AIR CON. ok it was quite warm at times, but open door can alrdy. but im just glad my hall will have aircon though i sleep with fans at home everyday haha.

they treated us pizzas + drumlets yay. but hanzi and i alrdy ate before that while shopping for hall warming gifts. thanks for the hot dog bun temptation at ikea! and it also made us late and dyane had to leave alrdy. only saw her for a little bit :O played card games HAHAAHA. srsly i hate you hanzi when you give the yaya face that you win with those lousy cards after i played a wrong card. I BOWLED HER. szewan just laugh until uncontrollable shimin just give scared face. hanzi just not scared cos she see so many times alrdy.

then i show them a video. a video that my seniors were playing chewing the food and pass cos ours is obviously not uploaded anywhere. SHIMIN VOMITTED HAHAHAHHAHAA. why she so funny ah. kahhui tell her eh dont vomit here, want to vomit go out of the room. shimin say wont la, i wont vomit. THEN SHE VOMITTED. HAHAHHAHAA. i think i watch until i immune alrdy i can narrate the story :D kah hui just finds it worse that i did it during camp, as though she doesnt want to be my friend anymore cos i did that D: dyane says she will pretend to faint and remain unconscious the whole day hahaha.

i hope the weather will be good later, im going to cycle with bowl clan + steamboat at bugis at night :D :D

2010-08-11T00:16:00.002+08:00

TODAY JUST EAT AND EAT NONSTOP LIKE FREE.

started off with koi and while waiting for ty i went haji lane with deborah first. i know im a noob but yes its my first time stepping into haji lane. dont discriminate me :) then we went food for thought! okay dont discriminate this one also, though actually i think alot of people also havent been there yet :D the food was not bad but a bit pricely though. MAIN COURSE + DESSERT at fft. then we walked to rmb to eat for MORE DESSERT.

ty the good girl went home. deborah and me went airport to chill. tell you go pasir ris eat yoghurt you say cannot I ANYHOW SAY GO JURONG POINT YOU SAY ON. HAHAHA but of course i wouldnt go there! so we were like xiao peng yous doing the crayon thing at t3 :) i had a few masterpieces! and we had dinner at popeyes. we wanted to eat soo many things but settled for popeyes hahaha. by the way we had fft at 3 plus dessert at 5 plus and we still can eat popeyes at 7 plus. really must say hi to tummy and fats alrdy :O

oh and tday deborah taught me new pose for photos. we dont need copy youknowho alrdy! HAHA

2010-08-09T21:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY :D

went for og easties outing today but then a few non easties joined us too. we wore red top white bottom yay but then of course got people who didnt follow it strictly you all CHOUUUU pls nvr follow instructions.

had macs breakfast at white sands and we went to play guitar hero + mj after that at someone's house. OH WE GOT 4 TUBS OF FREE ICE CREAM HAHA TOTALLY EXPLOIT. POOR YOU SILENT READER OF MY BLOG BUT TOO BAD FOR YOU! and time flew past so quickly when i reach home the fireworks started alrdy :/

meeting deborah and ty tmr cant wait to try fft ! :)

and im not really looking forward to hall camp.

2010-08-08T11:11:00.001+08:00

politics. im felt so disappointed and cheated but i hope im wrong. had og outing yest and the seniors were talking to us abt running for positions and voting. i realised ive been org too much stuff which is good and bad, good bcos people know i can plan stuff and take the lead, bad cos i dont want people to think i did it with a hidden motive of trying to show off or get support cos i want to run for smth. i got super self conscious abt it after the seniors mentioned this senior got a position cos he did the same. Omg i really hope people dont think that way of me. Cos i really purely org outings just for the fun of it and meeting up with everyone. If its you will you believe me?! And then again i think of how i started planning outings, cos B ask me to help so i just do like its my job and didnt realised abt the politics part. And B has been secretly talking to alot of people including seniors probably garnering support and keep asking me what i running for maybe thinking im a threat. i really hate this, and i hope im thinking too much :O

2010-08-06T13:35:00.004+08:00

summary of my week! :)

monday- went shopping with ps. Bought clothes, accessories and shoes! i cant believe im still shopping even after the tw trip :o i intro-ed her toms's palette, its good stuff righttt :D

tuesday- mj sam and margaret came over to play mj. played daidi, bridge and hearts too! I SHOOT THE MOON! really got sense of satisfaction its very shiok :D went to send some seniors off at the airport at night with bowl clan :)

wednesday- lunched with ty and tom's paletted! Haha why these few posts always talk abt tom's palette, i shld stop going back so often its sinful :/

thursday- lunched with lynnette. Htht! :D and met og for kbox! haha im not used to singing with a grp of plus people. I still prefer my kbox sessions with 2 or 3 people :) most of the time i was playing other stuff. And it was javier's bday damn sad must dance to tuo diao and take off shirt in kbox. After that still must go kiss girl tgt with another guy. I just hope my bday nvr ever comes, seriously :o

yest night was soo retarded but fun! played tong xiao mj and i slept at 7am this morning! When got the mouse and cat we must play mao zhua lao shu. Pok just chou like crazy haha. Then cheap thrill go fb create event play faster fingers first, who attend last who chou. Hahaha really very stupid right, but i was having fun laughing to my comp until i cant sleep!

friday- Off to play wiii with certain people oh well i hope it wont be as bad as i think!

Dim sum with og tmr yay this week we met up 3 times :D

2010-08-01T16:01:00.002+08:00

went to sentosa with merrys yesterday. the weather was super good for a tan, and ive burnt shoulders now :/ played beach rugby and ball passing in the water lol victor just keep emphasizing is it really very fun to just pass ball in water. played captains ball too. then this lifeguard interrupted us. he want to teach us life saving skills! so we learnt how to throw a float and a rope to save people who are drowning. its quite fun actually, next time i know how to save people :D and i had to act as a victim for him, he made me swim quite deep into the sea. then he throw the rope to rescue me it was funnnnn! haha cos he is a pro and can pull very fast i feel myself flying in the water! :D we took a photo and he say it will be posted on their website LOL.

went out for supper with easties from my og yest night. got senior fetch me so shiok so we went to eat fei fei wanton mee. actually i still think its not that fantastic, why people like it so much? anw the main focus was the htht we had, i think im super gossipy! and gossiping is a sin! later i get karma :/ reached home at 1 plus, where got supper so early go home one? but im forever the cinderella must go home early. CANT WAIT TO MOVE INTO HALL MAN. suppers with htht are fun, i like.

went to support juniors for blacks funtouch today. and we actually played a little during break time, there were many eyes watching us it was quite awkward plus we're not pro. i played with this cute referee wooohoo and i was defending her most of the time, i get alot of chances to touch her HAHAHA. then we walk ard sell sausage buns cos got chio team mates can attract guys so coach tell us to go. got people notice and say they pretty eh, not bad. met coach xueting and she intro new bf to us! haha still purposely hold hands in front of us tsk.

2010-07-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

toms palette ice cream is soooo good! tunnyuan intro-ed it to deborah and me yest! And i went there with wanning today woohooo :D so ive tried 4 flavours alrdy, more to come! :)

went back to tj for training and it wasnt as bad as i thought but i could feel that my hands were quite lousy. Played against 2 guys also, they very sneaky but our defence was good haha too bad. One of the guys tried to fake me and i got conned omg i was damn pissed. I just threw the ball down and left the pitch, damn attitude i know but cant help it. how old alrdy still play this kind, must be karma cos i used to do it to juniors sigh. And we decided to pull out of the comp! cos we felt our stamina cmi and other teams will probably be too pro for us. Coach is forever so nice and saying we are good and she thinks we can play haha. But we just know its tough! I shall just play touchrug as recreation :)

2010-07-28T23:24:00.003+08:00

2nd og outing today! went to tiong bahru to eat 18 chefs. i think the branch at simei is much much nicer. anw after that supposed to go phuture. i feel damn bad like just ps but aiyah not that i want to. i wish i was there! i psychoed so many people to go club in the end i nvr go LOL.

i hear some og have been meeting up EVERYDAY since camp ended. woah like damn good. we cannot lose ! HAHA anw we also got alot of outings queuing up. i cant wait ! :D

touch rug training tmrrrr! i hope i survive better play well pls.

2010-07-27T10:58:00.007+08:00

i still think nbs camp was damn good and doubt any other camps can beat it! and i dont think ntu is boring now! though it is still cheena haha but seniors say nbs is alright, engine more cheena HAHA.

went for our first OG outing on sunday! like damn fast and efficient right. rest one day then meet up alrdy! went to eat hai nan ji fan (cos of the hainanjifan game), ate like $400+ of chicken rice.

4 generations of us at outing! damn cool right!

2010-07-24T17:12:00.007+08:00

im back from nbs camp! Had 7 hours of sleep as promised, yeah 7 hours spread out over 4 nights. And the last night we werent allowed to sleep!

Camp was awesome, ive nvr been to a camp like this. i love the homely feeling in my grp. The seniors are so nice, we get drinks like koi, big gulp, slurpie, 100 plus, coke sprite all the time, they help us to carry all the tumblers and stuff, they cook instant noodles when we are hungry at night, they help us to clear our food after we have eaten it. They didnt have to do all these and they were probably more tired than us. But we nvr had to worry abt anything except to have fun. on peformance night, 9 generations of seniors came back to watch us, it was really cool and spectacular when all our seniors ran up to the stage to cheer. other ogs dont have as many seniors coming back, probably up a few gens? But ours came back in working clothes and they could still cheer so loudly! Cool ttm! I love my grp but its sad that we disappointed the seniors. We lost telematch and came in 2nd when our clan has been winning it for 6 yrs. :( i hope my batch can lead the next batch well and bring the glory back!

All the disgusting stuff that we ever did tgt i will nvr forget. Like chewing bak kut teh the bak and passing down the grp. Gross ttm. Also got dou jiang and you tiao must chew and pass. 'chew ah chew ah chew ah chew' getting so muddy and smelling so rotten, jumping into nanyang lake, entering haunted house, dating with sp, clubbing tgt, playing games, doing forfeits, sleeping under pavilions and at chalets, cheering in hokkien.

Okay i shant share too much go yourself experience it!

2010-07-18T18:08:00.002+08:00

supposed to meet up with my og at 10am but my laziness got over me. I cant believe this. i reached home at 10 plus and ate breakfast, then i continued to watch dramas online. then i went for a nap thinking i will wake up at 1 and go. In the end i woke up at 3 plus? i panic-ed but og mates are not replying me so i decided to pack camp bag. Anw fastfoward, when i reached they were packing up. Hahaha. ziying say i v terrible. Actually im really very ashamed of my actions, why must so irresponsible? Im supposed to be enthu for camp. K la next 5 days i will.

My cgl actually called me ask where i am think he wants to help out. That was before i go for nap. when i reach i say they all uncontactable my cgl say why nvr call him. Haha can just call cgl like that? I scared cos yanyi say see cgl must bow, see cp must kneel. Im scared of people in power :o anw i want to say i wont be so naughty again !

Pls let the camp be fun i want a nice date on last night hahahaha.

2010-07-17T22:26:00.001+08:00

met up with touchrug team yest and we played funtouch at sentosa! we seriously all super unfit, like play a while want to rest alrdy. And just keep subbing quite quickly lol. But it was fun :) then this grp of guys come offer us drinks yt go say 'thanks if you insist' and accepted the drinks hahaha. then it rained, we sat under shelter play i have never. All shoot dyane in the end her forfeit was to disturb this couple making out in the rain! But the girl was actually crying in her bf's arms :/ so we changed target to another couple instead!

Went for pre-camp tday. Omg why the cheers so much hokkien and chinese. I dont understand hokkien! And it sounds crude and when you cheer supposed to give kp face. Siao ah, my name is ah lian! Hahaha yanyi got same cheer its really so joke. Zy is my sister grp, ta de papa jiu shi wo de papa. My mama is her mama. the cheer cute right. Wt thinks we will be screwed up after camp. yanyi and i think our grp got alot of pretty girls why ah! Anw i need to meet up with my og again tmr. This is as good as a 7 days camp!

2010-07-15T09:01:00.002+08:00

this is amusing.

NbsFoc: Hi all NBS freshmen:) Balloting has just recently been completed (in conjunction with Student Affairs Office to ensure transparency)! You should have received a call from our very awesome Chief Group Leaders by now. If you haven't received it, I apologize for not being selected, but we always have limited spaces every year. REGARDLESS, we hope to see you around in school. NBS CAMP - THE BEST FOC CAMP;)

person 1: u've gotta be kidding me. u guys ought to collect more budget and let in more freshmen. what orientation camp is this when so many people dont get a chance to take part in it, at least from what i heard from my side.

person 2: Hey Not to worry! Let's have our own NBS camp instead! Those who are not selected for the camp, Maybe you can contact me? I will consolidate the list and plan an outing etc.. Any ideas? or feedback?

person 3: lets go ppl! our own FOG. freshmen orientation gathering! lol.

person 2: So far we have 4 people in the FOG already ! There are 586 friends here, minus the selected and organizers, we still have 286 people. So I am sure there are about 286 people not selected for the NBS camp. So feel free to join the FOG!

2010-07-14T17:43:00.002+08:00

why must uni be so competitive? Its so hard to get into camps! can get shortlisted but not selected, isnt it as good as not chosen for the camp? yanyi told me the person who called her mentioned some interview?! If you have to go for interview to attend a camp its like wth. Oh well, looks are impt afterall right?

And im starting to feel nervous. :o

2010-07-13T10:01:00.002+08:00

went to universal studios singapore yesterday it as soooo nice!!! Ive nvr been to big theme parks cos my parents are those that are afraid of rides. And i dont have the guts to go up alone! So i only get to try when im with friends. I think USS was super pretty, just want to take camera and snap everything, every single thing is just so cute and interesting BUT I NVR BRING CAM. :/ Took a few roller coasters actually not that scary but its thrilling! watched some shows too. It was really good. I hope im not sounding like a noob cos i was really very impressed with everything! Im so proud of singapore hahaha.

I will want to go back again to try other stuff that i didnt have time for. We were there from like 3pm and rides close at 7pm :( ok lets go back again! :)

2010-07-10T04:38:00.008+08:00

im finally sober now at almost 5 i cant believe how drunk i was a few hours ago.

went to ryan's party at first like normal sit ard chit chat in our small little starhub nobel grp while his other friends had their grps too. it wasnt very exciting until the alcohol came out we decided to play drinking games, just in our little grp. Then recruited a few of his friends along the way. From indian poker to 7up to finger guessing games i drink and drink nonstop. Anyhow mix chapalang got shots got beer got like 70% alcohol kind just drink and get high. Pohsin sick i help her drink, zhuwen almost gone give me kelian face i help him drink abit plus those i kena by myself is just can feel my world spinning more and more.

Then somehow we ended and went into the room. See ryan and zhuwen hugging tgt. one by one all crash on the bed. Everyone take turn vomit. I felt someone stroking my head ask how i am but idk who but think i heard ryan's voice. Then i felt alot of weight on me i think people tau pok ryan and he also like damn wasted i just suay happen to be there at the base. felt someone keep shaking my ankle i think is justin keep asking me how i going home. But i didnt care, was in my own world just want to lie there and dont move.

Oh ryan was the first to be gone i swear i nvr see someone turn so damn red before and he like siao alrdy la. Watch him drunk is funny.

But now ferlyn is like doing her hw. Pohsin peacefully sleeping. Ryan sleeping in a small corner. I ask him sleep on bed he dont want cos got vomit and wth ive been lying on it without realising?! Damn joke. Must be zhuwen!

I swear i wont drink so much anymore! I tell my mother that i didnt get drunk. I really wonder how come i still can talk to her on the phone at 2 plus. After that ps still call my mother reassure her damn funny she also drunk pls still act on the phone!

2010-07-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

have been reaching home late and i dont really like to go home late. I think reaching home after 10 is considered late :/

Went to arts house timbre with clique 5 yest. kboxed before that haha now when bored will just think of going kbox? its cheap and can kill time! Anw i like arts house! The ambience is good, just that its quite a walking dist away from mrt.

Met up with dyane yt and zy for lunch tday! Just sit there for 3 hours plus to talk abt our lives. And school is starting real soon so we probably wont have as much time to chill like this. D: and prints is having 70% sale for planners like super cheap! almost 40 bucks can be less than 10 bucks now. :D

Met up with kelly and chief to celebrate lk's bday! Though the surprise abit fail cos chief accidentally blurted it out. And both of us dk how to use lighters like super loser can and i burnt my fingers so many times and still fail?! super joke. And we ate at super atas mandarin gallery in some jap restaurant the food is not bad :)

Need to work tmr sianzxz but at least got a bit of money. And at night will be party time! Im excited cos im going to see __ ! i hope i get to talk to __ but i think i wont have the guts to HAHA.

2010-07-06T17:02:00.003+08:00

did my first pedi on sunday while ps did her mani. I was sitting next to a few bitchy girls omg but i guess they are still nice people la. shopped for a bday present for 'that boy' as what ps calls him. We were having trouble choosing the size but hope it can fit him la or not we just suck thumb. She treated me bubble tea :) :) yah working people shld treat those who are jobless! Went shopping (yes despite buying so much from tw) and i bought a dress. Saw this other nice dress but cannot fit nicely?! Sad ttm i think must go jian fei. I really want that in my wardrobe! D:

Resumed my driving lessons after not driving for a week! My instructor first thing ask i nervous or not. I act cool say no not yet! he just keep saying i very reckless say now get license first next time then drive whatever way i want. actually is not i reckless, is i trying my luck on the road cos i dont know whether to go or not. :/

went to lk's shop to learn how to wear grad gown. Must like unbutton people shirt one like a gross. Imagine all the guys and somemore they stranger. Anw i did it today to a few guys alrdy. More to come on fri! Lol okay must be professional :)

Fun days ahead this week! :D

2010-07-04T10:24:00.002+08:00

met up with LLBBBDD on friday! Jessica is in singapore now like so long nvr see her alrdy. Its always full of laughter when we hang out tgt :) we were laughing at her accent when she ordered food and we took polaroids tgt! Then LLBBDD went to play guitar hero at cine! Weiting like just keep missing the notes and still tap to her own beat and confuse wanning until wanning told weiting to stop it! Hahaha.

watched soccer tgt with LBDD at yanyi's house yest night. Argentina vs germany was exciting totally better than the eng vs algeria we watched! But weiting being the joker was making funny comments like 'that was a messi(messy) game' 'that was klose(close)' when klose missed the shot 'he looks like a fallen horse' 'he should put braces' hahaha wth but funny. Yanyi was very upset arg lost but you can start your retail therapy in hk! :D

2010-07-04T10:15:00.002+08:00

im back from taiwan oh man i really miss there. My 5 days of being on my own in a foreign land. Crazy shopping everyday the stuff there is much cheaper than here. Bought like 8kg of food and 10kg of clothes, bags and shoes hahaha phew i managed to squeeze all into luggage and could share weight limit with ty if not ive to pay :/

We had a private coach to fetch us ard for first 3 days then after that we were really on our own. Thats when we really walked till our calf and soles and back were aching so badly! Even when we are not moving at a traffic light you can still feel the aches. It was tiring but fun :) And we could wake up whenever we wish since its free and easy :D i love snacking in hotel and drinking 50lan (aka koi) and watching tw shows!

But time flies im back to sg sigh. I want to go overseas again before uni starts!

2010-06-24T01:52:00.001+08:00

went to timbre with deborah and tunnyuan! I prefer the one at old school more though its more spacious. And i got 3 mozzie bites there. i ate so much cos both of them were too full to eat so being the biggest eater i cleared all the food hi phats :) walked to supperclub after that. Explored loof k next time we shall go there alrdy. Then i got tempted by koi although i was freaking full. Wth? So i got myself bloated LOL. I cant resist food la shit i need someone to control me.

Whoever is going out with me pls stop me from eating so much if you are my friend thank you very much!

2010-06-23T16:20:00.002+08:00

stayed over at lk's house tgt with chief and kelly on monday! i like her big house sigh i wonder when i will be able to stay in such a house. Played pool and mj. i won quite alot of money in mj? But they didnt pay me cos all of them lost haha wth. wanted to sing karaoke but the sound got prob why always spoil when i ard?! Sianzxz. ate macs while watching soccer. they were falling asleep at last 10 minutes of the spain match. Prata for brunch i like :D

kelly and i were laughing at our oal days. 'permission to enter chief' 'you think exorcism of emily rose ah you want to enter your chief' LOL super old joke but nice to reminisce :D

2010-06-19T15:45:00.002+08:00

fun filled day with llbbdd yest :D

1. Met up at airport and went up the highest slide which is at t3. Lyana has free tokens for all of us thank you! Weiting was so scared but we managed to persuade her! It does look scary actually, but its fun! Just that after you reach the bottom you feel kinda giddy, all of us felt the same way. Shit are we getting old? :(

2. went to kbox! We got a humoungous room that has a capacity of 30 people to just 6 of us. cool ttm. We were partying like crazy inside and had several audience who stood outside to watch. Llbbdd nvr fail to amuse me, i think for once i was really losing my voice from a kbox session. Screaming and laughing all the way :D

3. celebrated yanyi's birthday surprised her with 'cake' and present at manhattan. Happy birthday barbra! :)

4. Watched toy story 3! It was :')

5. Stayed over at lyana's house! Watched england vs algeria tgt. gave up on england in the end lol i think watch soccer tgt is fun :D

2010-06-16T23:02:00.002+08:00

I have been going to kbox sooo often! Last sat, mon and today! Going again this friday and next weeek probably singing 2 more times AGAIN. Omgz why all come tgt? I got too many friends that love to sing! Haha i think i will get sick of it soon! :/

I went kbox with yanyi yest and the person chased us out cos we tried to cheat though she alrdy came in to inform last song! So we left and went in again for 2nd round! We got a room that can take up to 12 people for just the 2 of us! Haha superrr shiok. And both sessions we couldnt even finish singing all our songs :o

Tried to look for a part time job but wonders if the person is ever going to call me!

I want to watch A team/karate kid!

you nvr fail to disappoint me.

2010-06-13T16:12:00.004+08:00

ive been going out everyday and coming home so late! Thursday was some impromptu plans with wanning to watch sex and the city at night! I think thats the latest movie ive ever watched. We tried to smuggle food into her small bag and we forgot to take our stuff after paying the cashier lady was shouting for us! Super embarrassing haha.

Friday was with sam and jennifer and we kbox-ed plus pooled! I think sam hates me cos i reminded her that friday cannot eat meat LOL then we had like horrible food at pastamania. :/ Dinner was rather interesting though ;)

woke up early on saturday for cycling at ecp with 1208 :) the sun was soooo hot i could barely open my eyes. The only part i felt like i really exercised was when zp held on to me while i cycled and she rollerbladed, so heavy! Trained my leg power haha.

Had part 2 at night and went timbre. go there gossip nonstop tsktsk paul its your fault! it is a sin !

2010-06-10T10:30:00.000+08:00

met up with zy, yt and dyane on monday! Did manicure tgt and walked ard and chilled. Had fun camwhoring like nonstop. dyane i like your lao ren chi dai photo alot! soo amusing! H2H talk was nice :D

Went back to school to reminisce old times with zy but it was raining spoil our plans. We wanted to walk ard take photos but in the end cannot! zy became happy girl cos she took photo with alex loh haha cute, i think she secretly in love with him. Then we tried to do exciting stuff but ended up sucking thumb. Haha im so sorrry hanziying, i hope you have recovered from the shock! :/

yesterday was town plus holland v with tunnyuan and deborah! :D We've been saying we want to go holland v since sec 4 but it nvr happens! we just eat and eat nonstop the whole day i think lychee martini ice cream is niceee! :) everything with fries plus chilling at a bar was like a cool. HAHA. Deborah the noob drink like one quarter pint and got red and was like a drunk!

i like days like these :)

2010-06-06T10:44:00.003+08:00

met up with merries yest to celebrate mr eh's bday. Bought him red cap and boxers, i like the boxers! It was my fantastic idea! The doughnuts look cute :D hope ahem can get to see it :)

Played pool! We are forever playing pool when we go out. But i still suck at it lol. So i decided to spam more photos on ps's cam instead!

life without work has been greaaat. sometimes nua at home watch drama, sometimes go out chill and sometimes go for a driving lesson. :) but i still feel like getting some part time job so i still can earn some allowance :/

2010-06-03T19:34:00.001+08:00

walao im damn pissed off. This ah pek in the mrt so not zi dong one. I alrdy leaning at the corner he die die come stand in front of me want to fight space with me. then i felt so claustrophobic. Hello first come first serve you know not. Anw i got mad i gave it up to him. ah pek you win.

2010-06-02T20:16:00.002+08:00

nua-ed at home the whole of yest. slept at 3 and woke up at 9 which is the usual time i will wake up for work. When i saw the time i was sooo disappointed, was hoping i will wake up past 12 :X but well, first day without work was good.

I actually went to check my starhub email haha omg there was soo much work to do. All the service requests were replied yest all at one shot. Then i just forward everything to her, i pity the girl that took over my job! And i miss a litle of my work too :o

accompanied my mother the whole day tday! Im such a fillial girl :) i smsed her happy birthday while walking beside her and she still replied me. So cutez haha.

My legs are aching from walking in heels the whole day :/